21st,Dec 2016

21st,Dec 2016

Today I had exams, was easy tho

I've Been Watching & Reading Romance Anime & Manga

Make Me Think of Wanting A GIRLFRIEND 

I used to Not Care about Girlfriends, 

Cause I already had someone to listen to my problems, but now that he's not here anymore i feel kinda lonely.
I've been fantasizing about me proposing to someone, i feel embarrassed about it.

My story untitled

Okay so the only thing that drove to wright this is because kids princess story boon are boring.

Once upon a time in the middle ages
Where a kingdom split into four sides :

the north with the symbol fire
The South with the symbol of ice
The west with the symbol lightning
The east with the symbol moon

Each side had a ruler in the north was king Armstrong, in the south king bob, the west there king Allen ,and the east had king Jon.

Each had amazing thing about them
King Armstrong had the strength rumors has it that he could break an iron gate with his bare hand

King bob had a tuf skin arrows would break apon touching his skin sword would barley hurt him

King Allen the cleverest of 'em of all
Has has fast reaction speed ppl say that he can see 1 sec to the future

King jon stealth is his strong suit uses
A lots of trick

Those kings were handsome and young each had a wife

Those kingdom lived peacefully
Until the they're death

The end

It hurts

It hurts when i cry, it hurts even more when i don't have someone by my side,

A huge Debt

The money that was supposed to be my rent money vanished, unknown, now i can't pay the rent now i feel like that i have a huge debt, i cried cuz this is not the first time it happened to me, money have been vanishing in my life a lot, i creid thinking why me,i know it's a test of life, and i think that is too harsh, but it's not i would probably get a part time job, and i would get over it,  but right now i can't  handle it's too much,  some people have experienced worse than this,  then why am i complaining?

I am lonely

Ppl were not ment to live alone ,i miss my friends, i miss talking to ppl, i miss the feeling of love, i miss my family, i always wanted to love and be loved back, i like the feeling when i am being appreciated,
I always wanted ppl to see me as someone important in their lives, i always try to avoid the truth, that i don't  need nobody to live, but in reality i always wanted someone to be on my side all the time.  

So annoying m8

Cutting off internet  of my pc like it's  my fault  it's slow, keep every little  bit of bandwidth  for himself *angry 😡 *

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DragonForce Ep 2| NAMEK , Death Death and Death

This is My second EP of My DragonForce Adventer in time lapse

Doesn't pay off

After hard trying to get back to school, i am still not in,  and there is exams today that i should have been there

Felt really

Yesterday  i dreamed that i missed my exams it felt really, never felt like before it's  like it's  gonna happen

Cute

2 days ago i saw a cute girl now my thinking has been distracted searching  for cute girls

I would

" Muhammad  ammu haro mau pegi sekrang , actually i was gonna slap you when you come back, but when i think  about it you're just  a child how doesn't take responsibility "     that was the massage that was going to send to some one who doesn't care about me. (A child)

Moved

Just moved to a new apartment in just found out that my motherboard is broken wek2 idk if it can be fixed if it doesn't  i will have to buy antoher one wek2 1000LE gone